June 30th, 2008
Recently ive seen our old graphics teacher Mr. Engle …
he was picking up his family members at the domestic terminal
apparently … hes been busy and havent been able to e-mail us back …
although his e-mail i got from him … and its engle@grandma(coded).ca
anyways …
we cant really deal with fate … if you asked me i wouldnt say you couldnt find people who you like enough that could cant stick with …
it seems its more like you cant find someone who you dont put enough time into so you can develop the feelings for her so you can stick with her …
its true … that finding someone you like but them not liking you sucks …
we can bitch about life all we want and what will we get in the end …
nothing …
sometimes we miss things in our life when we dont stay put … and wait …
of course if we stay for too long we may miss a chance somewhere else …
i find that my problem is that i stay for too long and while that happens i miss the people that might be around me …
and ive said it once and ill say it again … i think your problem is that you dont give enough time for some people to develop those feelings …
you’ve always told me to not stress it and let it flow naturally …
but you’ve been stressing out quite alot over this issue lately …
anyways …
i am now seeding
陳奕迅 – 不想放手[320KB 115MB].torrent
if that link doesnt work then try this one
which is the direct link for the music …
01. 27 Seconds (Music Box of “然後怎樣”)
02. 路…一直都在
03. 獨居動物
04. 倒帶人生
05. Aren’t You Glad
06. 7
07. 不要說話
08. 漂亮小姐
09. 臭美
10. 土星環
11. 然後怎樣
so 11 songs of pure mando music … which ill see which one i like more when im done downloading …
theres gotta be one or two in there that i will like … eason hasnt disappointed me so far …
anyways …
the other day during cruise … i had a special mission to escort a lady around …
she was apparently a super model but shes not from our time … by that i dont mean shes dead …
but rather i mean she might be more well known in the older age groups …
her name which im not at liberty to reveal … sounds like a cute little girls name … but she not little nor is she cute …
she is more of what you call a woman … what a woman really is …
her skin has been ravished by the chemical in the make up shes been using …
her body has been raped of her puridy …
and yet her eyes still scream out strongly … that shes a beautiful lady …
that is a matured woman for you …
even if her age states different even if her body figure isnt in the shape its used to be …
her eyes still has the confidence and pride of a young girl …
that is a matured woman for you …
which makes me think … how many people in the world … how many girls in the world …
will follow our ancestorial foot steps … slowly growing from girls … to little ladies … and eventually evolve into mature women …
i can say … not many …
in this cruel world where innocents is taken away as easily as white out to pen marks on a blank piece of loose leaf …
fairytales of relationships lasting forever is not true …
tales of men having loyal hearts are fiction …
hopes of loving and protecting that one special person in your life is impossible …
but who has injected this impurity into the females of this society ? …
was it independance ? development of society ? or men themselves that screwed up a good thing ?
none of them … and all of them …
i guess over the many years … the society treated female like how the lying hobo screwed up the life of the homeless … or in a less cruel context … the kid who cried wolf too many times …
after so many times of being treated unexceptionally … females finally broke out and lost their virgin ways …
looking back in history where the dominant figures in society or atleast the lying bastards in history class … were all male …
meaning in the end … it was our founding finding fathers who violated the innocents of their women and screwed their sons with the pure heart by leaving them a bunch of untrusting daughters