yesturday … she came back to the office …

it was 25-28 C all day … i was dead tired …

but the second i saw her … the stress … the wieriness … the sleepiness everything was lifted …

all my energy came back … after three weeks …

i havent been counting … but i know … its been three weeks since we’ve have any connection at all …

im slowly stressing out with the smallest things …

boss has been telling me that ive been snappy and easily angered lately …

which was true … i just miss her so much …

all of it didnt matter … didnt matter … it truely didnt …

until she told me that she was leaving for korea on tuesday and will not return this year …

do i need to say more …

the feeling of having your energy restored then your life taken from you …

doesnt feel good …