There are those that leave a heart quenching mark on your skin … on your bones … on your soul …

today is not the day to be talking about those …

today is a day to reminisce about that sweet heart you met at the mall … during springbreak … in school … at work

when her eyes drops upon yours … your breath gets taken away

when she sits across the table from you … you are uplifted …

when her voice tingles your ear drum … all the worlds miseries are gone …

when she leaves you for the day … you are emptied …

sounds awefully like love doesnt it ??

sadly … there is no love there … and this should not be mixed with actual love …

this person … you will feel happy around her … you will feel empty when she leaves … you will probably stay up a night or two formulating stories between the two of you

but slowly … she will leave you … and fade from your heart …

you’ll never think about her again …

you’ll start to forget how beautiful she is …

you’ll no longer think that  you love her …

It starts as quick as a spark flashes … but ends just as quickly …

that is puppy love …

this is probably the most unethical … most immoral post i have ever wrote … (or not)

truth is … love is hard … if you want to love someone … and love that special someone forever …

you will have to sacrifice … alot … and sacrifice will not nessecarily reward you …

you could give up your family … so she can be with her’s

you could get the worse but best paying job ever … so she doesnt have to work …

you could donate all your organs to her … so she’ll live …

and you will still not have sacrificed enough …

keep in mind … love involves both parties … its both ways …

like Newton’s law … whatever you have sacrificed for her … she would have sacrificed the same for you

could you bare to see her sacrifice for you ?

could you bare to see her go through pain for you ?

what if you can never make her happy … never give her fortune and wellbeing …

what if you end up ruining her life …

then is your love for her worth it …

the person you want to embrace … the person you want to love … the person you want to protect …

is shattered before your eyes … because of your doing …

is your love worth it ??

so why not love her … but love her from a distance …

love her but never hurt her … to protect her …

hold and embrace another if you need so she wont be hurt by you …

so she cant be hurt by you …